Again, one of those weekends where I keep myself away socially to get time to thing about life. It seems to me an endless quest trying to come to a logical conclusion about the things that are happening in my life and what should be my next steps.
I am writing this post just to keep track of these "days" when I usually don't do anything but still get pleasure just out of thinking about different scenarios. If I do this, that might happen and then I will reach there and so on.....
Currently I am feeling little lonely. All my university friends passed out taking MS leaving me to accomplish my degree. Which is fine to say, when I am busy working where I lost the track of time but then these weekends come and again I get some free time. At this point all this bullshit happens. It's more of a recursive process. By Sunday evening, everything will be "normal" again: I will focus on work once again, 5 weekdays will be spent just like seconds.
So, the question really is: what can be done to make weekends more lively? This question is an answer to the bigger question which I pose every weekend to myself. All this is a good recipe for a confused mind. My action quite well correlates in this regard. If I try to analyze what I did each weekend: I will see that there is no trend to it. Whichever emotions dominates, an appropriate action triggers.
I don't know how to end this phase. More work? maybe!
I am writing this post just to keep track of these "days" when I usually don't do anything but still get pleasure just out of thinking about different scenarios. If I do this, that might happen and then I will reach there and so on.....
Currently I am feeling little lonely. All my university friends passed out taking MS leaving me to accomplish my degree. Which is fine to say, when I am busy working where I lost the track of time but then these weekends come and again I get some free time. At this point all this bullshit happens. It's more of a recursive process. By Sunday evening, everything will be "normal" again: I will focus on work once again, 5 weekdays will be spent just like seconds.
So, the question really is: what can be done to make weekends more lively? This question is an answer to the bigger question which I pose every weekend to myself. All this is a good recipe for a confused mind. My action quite well correlates in this regard. If I try to analyze what I did each weekend: I will see that there is no trend to it. Whichever emotions dominates, an appropriate action triggers.
I don't know how to end this phase. More work? maybe!
