Motivation - what is it all about

Motivation.... you can call it a pseudo force which will force you to do anything, from small to big
job, possible to impossible ones, small scale to large scale ............. simply anything you ever wanted to do.
......sometimes, some or the other day you face both sides of life as there are two faces of a coin i.e. one side you don't care much about you, things automatically fall before you and you are happy that things are going fine,, all right .......... but on the other hand after much exertion, working laboriously for hours, things are not going your way, you tend to curse own self and probably you could develop "inferiority complex" among your friends. Its a bad state of your mind, well it comes to every body but its departure depends somewhat on you...... according to me (though I am also not sure).
Recently I was also trapped in this, u can call it a "chakravyuh" I was blaming myself all the time for not doing work cautiously or so. I realized that I am doing my homework nicely than others(mostly) but the end results were shocking (at least for me), output is far low than input.......... After having discussion with own self and getting some motivation from some movie I have decided that Its just a state of mind and nothing more, I will now change my way of perceiving things and hope to recover soon!!!
You can say I am motivated to work again............ that's the moral; that don't get unmotivated easily and if such situation occurs try to just chill out and give a deep thought to the problem.
Well I am also giving this kind of 'theory' a try, let's see what happens..............

Eternal Love...

"Lover's don't finally meet somewhere,
they're in each other all along......"

"Love is from the infinite,
and will remain
until eternity.
The seeker of love
escapes the chains of
birth and death.
Tomorrow, when
resurrection comes,
The heart that is not in
love will fail the test."

-Jaulauddin Rumi

Recent thoughts.............changing lives

Are you happy with your life?.....Think twice.....
Are you committed to the work you do?

These are the questions which should be answered or at least a deep thought should be given to them..............these questions influence our lifestyle, thinking and many more aspects of life which are utmost important.

If the answers are on negative side try to find out possible reasons for the same. Its not too difficult..............but finding the solutions for the problem can turn to be difficult, as the case with me.

I am sad because others are happy.............such a bullshit, isn't it!
....After analysis I found that when I encounter any person who is happy(at least for that moment),
I usually try to find the reason behind his/her happiness(it can due be good grades, any prize or participation etc.). Now comes the main factor. After that I compare this situation with mine............ and tend to critisize myself by considering that why shouldn't I had done such a work....... by doing I could also be satisfied........

I am really fed up with this...............due to this crude thinking I am living in tension nearly all the time. This also hampers my performance................ I don't know how to control this..........

A second thought --> Is it good to have this kind of thinking? Does it always retards your performance...........think!!
Answer sometimes comes to be no............it means anger ans frustration in someone sometimes does(or forces you to do) that work which you can only think of...........

Now the question comes how to balance between these two thoughts( as both are bound to come and they influence one's life some or the other day)?..............

Try, as I am trying................

(PS : if you have any contradiction or suggestion please comment me...........thanks!!)

LiFe iS..........

Nothing lasts forever,
so live it up,
drink it down,
laugh it off,
avoid the bullshit,
take chances &
never have regrets,
because at one point,
everything you did
was exactly what
you wanted.........

Rendezvous@IITD

Rendezvous, the annual cultural festival of IIT Delhi. As the name tells, it refers a place where people meet at a predefined time. In this case it’s September. It is one of the biggest cultural fest in India (mother of all fests), people from all over the country come and participates in various events to prove their superiority over other colleges.
To an IITian, it is the most prestigious event because everyone is watching them namely media, their sponsors, other colleges and lastly crowd. Whole responsibility of organizing rendezvous is given in the hands of students. They work as a team day and night without compromising their studies; it is this aspect which I like the most. Students develop various skills which can’t be theoretically understood. It’s the time where students can participate and display their talent to everyone.
A large number of events are being arranged during rendezvous in a short span of 4-5 days. A typical day shoots at 9 in the morning and goes till midnight. One part of events consists of hotly contested debates, quizzes etc., other part have thrilling performances on stage like dance, fashion show, plays (Drama) and last and the most attractive part is the performances given by various recognized artists. Cheering is at its highest, no matter who is performing, what matters is the heart beat which goes on increasing performance after performance. Crowd enjoys a lot in these magical days especially students who always look out for a party.
The only thing lacking here is that you don’t have many options for taking a meal inside the campus, although some special arrangements are being made in order to fulfill “stomach needs” but they are not enough to handle such a big crowd. The result is that students have to wait (sometimes for long) to get their orders.
The security is quite impressive at Rendezvous; the highly enthusiastic students don’t let you enter any show unless you have specified pass (if required) or I-card. It is also advisable to get an IIT boyfriend/girlfriend (not necessary actually!!) in order to get passes easily for you and your friends rather than to stand in a queue in scorching sun for hours.
Everyone (Participants, organizers etc.) is tired after this huge event but are extremely happy after enjoying and collecting those precious moments with them and they eagerly look forward for the next rendezvous right from the time this one ends…….
Such is the aura of our fest “Rendezvous”.