I keep looking

I keep looking

"I keep looking what I want to look" - that's how I conceive people whom I see and probably meet.
I see a slew of people almost everyday during my active hours. I almost stare at them which normally no one will do, this is because I like observing people than doing anything else (sometimes). And I don't comment on anybody because I don't feel like it.

I observe them, make out what they are doing or going to do next. Sometimes, they are in jubilant mood sometimes in the depths of despair and very few times giving deadpan expressions (which normally I do)

What I desire out of life most of the times depends on my observations and my perception of people around me. All of you will agree on the fact that everybody has some positive and some negative qualities, what differs is the relative proportion between them. I see the brighter part of it, I see the qualities which I think should be worth having. And then my day dreaming starts........

Often I incorporate (assume) one of the "brighter part" with my qualities and dream of something which will utilize "brighter part" to maximum extent and feel the thrill, excitement, responsibility of the status of 'man of honour'. This happen with me almost every week of a month and every day of the week.

But then all of a sudden someone wakes me up thinking September might have ended, I quickly recall myself ............. visualizing it's morning, whole day is left ................ thinking it's today, tomorrow is left........ and then I keep looking.