"Pain would last for a week, months, seasons and for years but at the end it will substitute by the victory.....but if i quit it would remain forever" - by Lance Armstrong

Thursday, September 17, 2009

My Haseen!!!

That was unexpected, simply amazing, I lost myself for sometime ................. that too just before my GRE exam for which I was preparing for last 2 months.

After such grueling experience of mugging some 3000 odd words and giving mocks almost daily, yesterday was definitely one of the most important day in recent past. And it did was. At the test center in Gurgaon.....

I got to met such a wonderful girl, probably a girl of my dreams........I don't know.......my thinking senses are lost for some time.....ya, got them back!!.......
I kept looking at her and was looking for an opportunity to have a small chit-chat (you know how we guise are...[;)]) and then the next moment some arbit guy came with a booklet containing college codes which we have to fill after completion of exam. I rationally sensed that she was somewhat interested in exploring the booklet kept aside on the table which in turn is placed at the center of the room. I, without wasting any time took hold of the booklet gracefully, turned pages one by one while keeping it on the table so that she can see as well....[;)]

After a while, she also looked into it, as expected and finally i had a long awaited chit-chat........[:)][:)] We exchanged some GRE language like stuff....then some official from test center came and took us to the examination room............

After two and a half hours..........(after the test)

Now that I got my exam score and it was not more than 1210 out of 1600. Instead of thinking - " what I have done, a mere 1210.........wtf.......lowest in my batch till now!!!!", I thought - "well, am done with another mock and that was concluding!!!"
I looked into her exam seat and found out that she had already left, then I went to the locker room in search, nopes..........gone .... I collected my bag, watch etc. and left the room. While on my way, I come upon her again...[:)], I was delighted........She asked about my paper and I told her in dejection, 1210 (naahhhh I was somehow happy and wanted to show that I am desolate, you know why!!!), and asked her about the exam. She replied - 1170 and I was, I don't know what I was feeling - may be mixed bag......but she was fine with it or rather it seems to me that she remains calm and happy, always happy what so ever the situation might be, that's one of the reasons why I was flattered!!!!!!!!!
After some more conversation, I don't know why I left that place....may be I was getting late or I was feeling awkward thinking why a girl like her is talking to a guy like me (sometime it happens, but why today.....aww) ......[:(].....I just left saying good bye.........

{2 minutes walking}

...and then suddenly I realized what have I done!!!! Getting LATE!!! wtf .......it's only 8:30 pm, there is no World War going on, no Maoist attacks...........what the hell.........and in that arbit rush I even forgot to ask her name........so sad.......
I can only remember her in my dreams, I call her Haseen, My Haseen!!

2 comments:

Chirag Jain said...

Reticent hi rah jaoge Sudhanshu ji Maharaj.Naam to poochna tha naa!! :P

reticent observer said...

jab bad luck kharab ho toh anything can happen!!!