What am I doing with my personal life. Broke knee last year, still no signs of complete repair. Not even swimming or participating in any of the sports for which I blatantly spot my knee injury as the reason for not participating.
I made one resolution roughly 6 months ago, to take care of myself in a sustainable way. But today, when I look back, I haven't done anything measurable which fulfills even the beginning 10% of my so called promise to myself.
I am feeling helpless suddenly, as I am reviewing my physical body from head to the toe. I can feel the cry of almost every part which are asking only one questions - "why we aren't being trained, periodically lubricated and taken care of when we always supported you". I feel bad. terribly bad.
One of other reasons that amplifies my current feelings is my aging body. It will not remain the same as time will pass. If I will not take care of it, it will ditch me at some point or other in my life. I am worried. Lots of things are going over my head right now. What should be my next step? How can I bring back the flexibility, the agility into myself. This is one question that I need to answer right away.
The whole point of writing this as a blog post is to keep reminding myself of my resolution each time I visit my blog page. Hope I will be back with some good news..:)
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