I keep looking

I keep looking

"I keep looking what I want to look" - that's how I conceive people whom I see and probably meet.
I see a slew of people almost everyday during my active hours. I almost stare at them which normally no one will do, this is because I like observing people than doing anything else (sometimes). And I don't comment on anybody because I don't feel like it.

I observe them, make out what they are doing or going to do next. Sometimes, they are in jubilant mood sometimes in the depths of despair and very few times giving deadpan expressions (which normally I do)

What I desire out of life most of the times depends on my observations and my perception of people around me. All of you will agree on the fact that everybody has some positive and some negative qualities, what differs is the relative proportion between them. I see the brighter part of it, I see the qualities which I think should be worth having. And then my day dreaming starts........

Often I incorporate (assume) one of the "brighter part" with my qualities and dream of something which will utilize "brighter part" to maximum extent and feel the thrill, excitement, responsibility of the status of 'man of honour'. This happen with me almost every week of a month and every day of the week.

But then all of a sudden someone wakes me up thinking September might have ended, I quickly recall myself ............. visualizing it's morning, whole day is left ................ thinking it's today, tomorrow is left........ and then I keep looking.

Need.....

Many of you think this is a general topic and it is. The first thing which came into your mind when you hear the word "need" is .............

Well, in my mind, instantly it comes to paisa and that is what we call 'human tendency' to get fulfilled their materialistic needs first. But trust me this is only a illusion of our needs. Our actual need is really something different from this. Don't ask anybody else, ask yourself "what do u want?", and then do some iterations until you are satisfied that you have reached a result.
OK, let's forget about others - what do you think why am I writing on this topic!! any clues.... Obviously I want something and I am hungry for it to be fulfilled.
people usually don't realize the importance of "something" until they loose it. This something can be anything ranging from a non-living things to living things, a feeling, a desire..........

I am feeling low today because I am looking for someone to share my laugh, my issues, my secrets, in short i want a friend who can understand me. This was not the situation few months ago, i was happy, enjoying every bit of life with one of my friend but he had gone abroad for sometime and I find it difficult to adjust without him. A best friend is a true gift of life.

"If you're alone, I'll come to you,
If you're low, I'll push you,
If you're cold, I'll keep you warm,
but don't leave me alone......"

The magic of Sufi....

I am totally flattered by Sufi songs, as one of my friends say they are just awesome.

Sufi music seems to have got bollywood into a whirl, if one were to go only by some of the recent hits dominating the airwaves. Take 'Malua-Mere' from 'Anwar' or A R Rehman’s 'Tere Bina' from the movie 'Guru' or 'Khwaja mere Khwaja' from the movie 'Jodhaa Akbar'. These are songs that have touched us with their different rhythms.

I don't know why I like these songs more than any other. May be they are so melodious that I get lost into them and start hearing them continuously. And my room mate says - "Don't you think you forget to change the song, this had been playing since morning"; I normally do that.

This has become the formula for a box office hit and its elements find their way into every sound track. It is coming out of car stereos and mobile phones. Its melodious and weaving its magic.